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moments and time ... are things in which i tend to not have an urge to comply .
i live moment to moment never thinking it through , oh no not i.
i abandoned remorse and i clutch on to my dignity .
i put use to my aggression with the power of words , your jealousy my motive .
my selfishness to you a barrier and to me a crutch.
make your bet's and raises with lady luck and there is more than a few "cryptic notes" she will hit.


a love i live to die for ...give me a fucking break ... i am only a mortal ...a love i live to die for ...
i cant divide myself into ever aspect you choose .
i feel ridiculous , tip toeing around yor temper .
careful with every word so i am not to bruise
that rattled self image of yours .
treat me like im worthy ... i drop u to your knees !
i am mearly a temptress ... its all too natural, and u ... you are my disease, not the kind the
doctors find , the kind that devours your subconcious .
i often choose the darkside,all the while knowing im in the wr


this bitchremorse oh no not i ... that fire in you does it burn .this bitch
do i cross your mind ... i bet .
if i would have stayed i would have killed you .
i brought guns to a knife fight .
loving you too much ... loving myself more , we would have
surely ripped each other apart . piece by piece , i brought no
needle nor thread.
i remeber u reataliated by trying to bruise my ego ...
well i built it to never brake . "tis' just a scratch ". not even that .
comfortable in my skin , hard nosed and selfish as i maybe . &


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I f you could bind a wound , to mend a soul complete .
If i could could only rise above
these feelings of defeat .
A penny for your thoughts ...
If time would only come so cheap .
I blazed on through the past few years . Nothing seems familiar anymore . Bid me aid you in this simple task . Always holding your head high above the obvious passerby .
distance everyone at ease . no highs or lows nor rooms for
blows and broken hearts .  
lol if that helps anyhways hello and keep up the great work.
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"Have you been borne yet and are you alive?Lets reinvent the gods all the myths of the ages".-JIM MORRISON-"an american prayer"
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purr...
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death is our only salvation.
-rAne-
my pooetry
my photography
How are you? Been some time since we heard from eachother! Where have you been?
Didn't you have any photos before? I think I remember that, miss photos
Around here everything is alright, I'm heading out to sea on monday for three months. Goodie
Have a nice Christmas!
BRGDS
Stillman
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/Stillman
Be aware of the reality, sometimes it bites.
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